Going away tomorrow for the whole week, for training (my new job), received my car already, will get my laptops tomorrow. Im so sad to leave the house for the whole week. At least the hotel is not too far and my hubby will come and visit me.

Re pregnancy - Today is the end of week 10. Sickness eased off, boobs are not as sore......My tummy got a bit chubby (hoping its baby and not the fat lol). 27 going for another scan

Saw our midwife on tuesday, they took my bloods and did all the paperwork. Had 1st scan on 7.9.11. She is our baby!!! Saw a heart beat as well (flickering like a tiny butterfly)....it was AMAZING. We have a first picture now of our little baby. She dated me at 9.3 makes me 9.6 today. MW coming to our house on 24.9.

Also yesterday we selebrated our 2 YEAR wedding annyversary. Had a meal at the restaurant where we got married. It was so nice to be back. Had a great evening......with no alcohol lol)))

7 Weeks today. Went to see gp on wednesday and she referred us to midwife, who we will go to see on the 6.9.11. I really hope that we will get our scan done before hubbys bday. Still very scared and paranoid if something will go wrong again. Please little one stay with us this time xxxx

Just over 5 weeks now. So worried that something will go wrong..... Going to see my Dr next wednesday (17.8.11), should be about 6 weeks by then. Time is draging so slooow...but suppose there is not much I can do at the moment. Just trying to rest and praying that everything will go well this time xx

IM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tested this afternoon with FR and it showed 2 very buitiful lines. I told my hubby about the pregnancy! Im soooo happy, I waited for this moment for soooo long!!!. Will tell our parents this weekend
Still dont know what to do with the job

WOW. I did another test today (as its about 11-12 dpo today). And THE LINE is there!!!! omg. Yesterday I could not decide if I can see it or not, so decided to test again today with the FMU, which I did. And I can see IT. But still it is quite faint.
Wanted to text hubby and say that we did it but then decided that I will wait for a stronger line. Ideally I want to do a digital test and present it to him somewhow. Anyway Im waiting till 1 and then will test again.

Looks like our baby plans will have to be put on hold for the next 6 mnths, maybe 1 year. I have been offered a new job position which I always wanted to get - more money, company car, 2 laptops, mobile. Im so scared of this change but I hope this change is for better. Hubby wants still carry on with the TTC and if its happens - it happens if not then not.