Malak

So, here it is exactly 1week passed with my baby. It's only 7days but many things happend during this time, so much learned experience... After C-section I had so much pain to move or carry my baby, I couldnot feed her or change pampers. Strong pain was there for may be 3-4days, eventhough i was trying to learn how to carry my baby how to change pampers and how to dress her up. Thanks to God i have beside me my mother-in-low and sister-low who helped me first days. No matter how muny times you watch videos online about how to take care of newborn baby, it is never enough to do all work by yourself. She even didnt sleep next to me first days :( but now here is she next to me, I even can put her beside me on the bed and sleep with her, looking how she smiles to me...Love her so much!

It has been long time since I wrote here last time...

Yeah almost 6 months. Many things had happened, good, bad and even the worst days of my life. 

I had to live far away from my small baby :'(  I can see her only on skype. I have not seen her first steps and did not hear her first  words, due to some reasons. Every night I am going to bed with the tears  on my eyes. I think of her every time, no matter where I am or what I am doing . The only thing I ask from God to make the last two months to fly fast, so I can be again next to my baby.  

after sleepless nights due to stomach pain and gases i decided to see doctor... As doctor said having such kind of pain and gases is normal for one month babies...I start giving to my dauther medicine which doctor wrote for her, thanks to God after few days she start easily realise gases and make kaka...Besides, my baby now is 4,87kg which is overweight a little bit and start giving her baby drinks instead of breastfeeding.

And now I am tying with one hand coz my little princess sleeping on my other hand and does want to wake up till now...I think she feels good after the shower this is why she is in a deep sleep

Eyyyyyyy i cut my baby's nails :) i was so scared but humdullilah I did it! Now next step is learn how to shower my baby, till now my mother in low was giving a bath to ma sweety, but I was so jealous that I cant do it myself... Next week I have to shower her by myself.. Besides my baby through up so many times, even though I do burb her every time after feeding her.. and I think she had fever not sure, because by the time when doctor-farther in low came she was fine.. Hope she wil be fine by the time she wakes up because now she is sleeping my angel :)

Eyyyyyyyy finally we are on 12th day now and our belly button fell of, I am so happy bcz now i can easily wear pumpers without any doubt that it will hurt my sweety... Anyways I become expert with this pumpers, I remember first days my baby's kaka were all over her body, she used to keep put up her legs or down and this her actions were making uncomfortable for me to change it.

Second news is we finally got our birth certificate! Beside, to take this documents she had to take vaccine on her left hand. Thanks to God she was not crying much and till now she has no fever. I was worried abt fever, as I know many kids do have fever after this vaccine. But it made my baby tired, i mean since the time of vaccine she keeps sleeping, the only time she woke up was to eat and during the changing her pumpers. It was around 20mints and the rest of the time she sleeps. Hope by tomorrow she will be fine, in shaa Allah!

I ave never thought i can stay awake for the whole night, and take a nap during the day only between 2-3 pm. My sweety has problems with her stomach, which makes her half awake and half sleepy during the night, when she wants to make kaka, she starts to cry I just take her from the bed and put her beside me so she can feel that I am next to her. Thanks to God her pain becoming less compare to first days, hope by tomorrow she will be fine... I have no idea what I could have done if not my husband who helps me to do the housework, he cleans almost whole the house and kitchen during the time when i am with the baby or taking a nap...But he still scares to change her pampers,I want to say that it was hard for me as well, I remember first days my sweety used to make kaka on my hands or pee while I was cleaning her, after her pee I had to change all her clothes again, and besides both my hands were with her kaka as well... hope after her belly button falls my husband can be able to change pampers as well, so I can leave my sweety with him, if I need to go out...Day by day my baby growing up, and she changes a lot, she does not look that Malak as at first her days in the hospital, she looks much more beautiful!

One of the most problems I have faced during this week was breast feeding!

I have never heard that someone could have such difficulties with breast feeding like me. First days my baby was not taking my milk at all, it is just because of the nipples which are not pointing and plus i have quite a lot of milk which makes my boobs very hard and nipples just went inside the boobs... My baby was crying and i was crying with her that I cant even feed her! But now those days are past and my baby easily can take my milk, beside I have learn how to sit comfortable during the breast feeding, to be sure that baby is comfortable as well, or else child can get choked. But i still do have back pain and nipples pain from breast feeding...

I just understood that nothing and none can help to breast feed your baby, only exercises and patience! Now no more tears on my face if my baby does have them, concentration only is number one for me

my baby for the second day has problems with her stomach, i think no matter what you have same things are happening to your baby. I am having problems with my stomach same goes to my baby... Beside she does not like whn i trim her belly button...The rest is going good.